不像讀書考試一樣,對於一個人的追求,並不是你付出的越多,得到的回報就會越大。如果把你的給予當橫軸,別人的回應當縱軸畫成曲線,你會發現邊際遞減率在一個定值之後,以非常不可思議的速度上升。

為什麼,我每天打電話對她噓寒問暖,得到的只是冷漠的回應?為什麼,在一群朋友出去玩的時候,她總是對我特別疏遠?為什麼,即使我竭盡所能的對她好,卻仍無法在她心中擁有一丁點應得的地位?

太在乎,就什麼也得不到…

當你太在乎一個人的時候,你的心裡能裝的下的東西就變少了,滿腦子想的都是她,無時無刻都在想能為她做些什麼;於是,你喪失了自我,成為一個為別人而活的人。

你不再有自己的生活,不再有和對方不一樣的地方,每說一句話,你都小心翼翼,期待能夠有好的回應;每做一件事,你都考慮再三,希望她能夠被你感動,然後你會 發現,聊天的話題好像變少了,相處不在像從前當朋友般的開心自在,她隨口說出的一句話,網誌上的一篇心情,可以牽動你全身的神經,有時讓你開心不已,但大 部分的時候卻是讓你魂不守舍一整天。

隨之而來的,是她開始感受到壓力…

生命是一種很容易適應變化的東西,如同把雙腳泡在熱水中,不一會兒就從有點燙變成舒適的溫暖。一開始你對她好,感覺是很鮮明,很強烈的,會很開心,會很感激,但如果頻率太高,強度太大,就好像坐在按摩椅上太久一般,舒服的感覺不見了,取而代之的是想要好好靜一下的需要。

如果這時還繼續強求下去,最後的結局就是發卡甚至被討厭。

“欲擒故縱才是最高明的技巧",大概大家聽到耳朵都爛了吧?你知道,我知道,可是就是做不到。沒有辦法不對她好。當我們越是在乎一個人的時候,越難拿捏自己的分寸不是對她好到無以復加,就是賭氣強迫自己疏離耍自閉。

所以,最簡單的方法,就是不去在意。對自己好一點,努力追尋自己的理想,不斷的充實自己,為自己的將來做準備。

功課不夠好嗎?去圖書館多K一些書吧~

人長的不夠帥嗎?去健身房把自己變成陽光形男吧~

嫌自己口才不佳,進對應退不夠圓滑,那麼參加社團磨練一番吧~

這些事情,夠你忙的了,然後,把她放在你心中的優先順序的第二位、甚至第三位,之後你會發現,一切都變簡單了…

不是說兩個人就一定會有結果,而是你開始可以跳脫這個泥沼,用更客觀精準的眼光,看待彼此之間的關係。不再動不動就心情低落,不再被對方牽著鼻子走,因為你知道,世界不是由她構成的。

即使失敗了,也還有很多值得去追尋的目標。然後,珍惜兩個人相處的時光,在一起的時候,可以用盡全部的力氣去對她好,讓她如沐春風,而平常的時候,則是為自己的目標付出百分之百的努力,不為了別人,只為了自己。

很輕鬆的,你不用在煩惱什麼時候該對她好,怎樣增加相處的機會。順其自然,你絕對會被珍惜,而不會被當作理所當然…

最後,成功了,恭喜有情人終成眷屬。失敗了,有點遺憾,也許是不適合,或許是沒緣分。但無論如何,你都會是贏家,因為你又再成長了多一點了。

天秤座的痴情無人知曉

Posted: 2010/10/03 in others

天秤座,終其一生都在尋求平衡,當愛上了的時候,用一句最貼切的話形容,那就是眼睛在為你下雨,心卻在為你打桑也許,愛上了的人,跟自己曾經想 象的有一定的差距,但是卻愛上了,正像大話西游中菩提問至尊寶一樣,愛一個人需要理由嗎?的確,讓天秤座愛上了的人,往往是不需要理由的,也許就是談話時 一瞬間的暖意,也許就是雨天傘下一句不經意的問候,也許是遇到危機時一個關切的動作,就會讓傻傻的天秤泛起了心中的漣漪。

天秤並非濫情,每個讓天秤喜歡的人,都會擁有天秤最純真的感情,也許這感情會讓對方誤解並自我審視,這個傻子天秤究竟喜歡我什么呢?是真的喜歡嗎?我有什么值得她喜歡呢?

當天秤遇到這樣褻瀆自己神聖情感的情況,便會受傷了:"原來,他一直是這么想我的啊,原來,他一直不了解我的感受啊,原來,他根本不了解我啊!"

其實,傻傻的天秤座,這又是何苦呢?這個世界上沒有一個人能夠真正的了解自己,咱們遍尋整個世界,渴求的其實就是一份相知,可卻是那么的難……

告訴其他十一個星座的TA吧,當天秤愛上你的時候,那是她最無助的時候了,她的眼神會為你而流連顧盼,她的心會為你的一句話一個眼神而黯然,她 的腦海中除了你的影子再無其他,她的自尊,那比什么都珍貴的高傲的自尊,會為了你而放下,她會為了你而改變她自己,她會為了和你同步而去涉及一些她以前所 不能接受的事物,她也會為了你去愛你身邊的每一個人,她會放下曾經讓人仰視的身段,只為了和你並肩……

可是她付出的這些,那個TA明白嗎?理解嗎?懂嗎?也許並不明白,並不理解,並不懂,但是天秤的心里總會找各種理由去幫助對方解圍,為對方著 想,幫助對方從一個犯罪者的身份過渡到一個受害者的身份,最終的結果就是,天秤心里會說:都是我的錯。是我牽絆住了你前進的腳步,是我的愛帶給了你沉重的 負擔,是我不好,影響了你的心情,讓你的歡樂在看到我的時候戛然而止。我不該帶給你這么多的煩惱,諸如此類。盡管真正的受害者,就是天秤本身。

當然,上述所說只是天秤在愛上一個人的時候。

當被愛的時候,天秤座表現的會是截然不同的。對方的愛給的越多,天秤負擔就會越重,因為天秤信奉:與其擁有而不愛,不如讓愛的人擁有,天秤不像 某些星座那樣,有人追的時候就享受著,曖昧著,盡管自己心里不喜歡對方。那個愛著自己的人,天秤座會不忍心傷害他,天秤座會注意他受傷害時的表情,如果對 方受傷了,天秤恐怕也會跟著對方一起傷吧,但是盡管如此,天秤表現上還要繼續冷漠,繼續平靜,裝作若無其事,但在心底天秤會祝福他,祝福他找到一個比自己 優秀的女子,這是天秤最真切的祝福,而天秤也相信他肯定也會有一段炫爛的戀情,就像天秤相信自己能獲得最真最美的愛情一樣。

很多人都說天秤喜歡搞曖昧,其實只有天秤自己知道,真正的曖昧,只屬於自己喜歡的人。真正的愛,只能給一個人,天秤的忠貞,只有自己知道。

天秤女的愛情

Posted: 2010/10/02 in others

身為天秤,出生在秋天的天秤,憂鬱是與生俱來的—–儘管人前你見不到一個愁眉苦臉的她,甚至很多人認為天秤是一個大大咧咧的粗線條女人.天秤太善於偽裝,或者說,不願意讓不了解的自己的人過多地知道自己的心情.

在 愛中,尤其如此.天秤的愛永遠像是暗戀:有好感的時候,聽到對方的名字、看到對方的身影,都會有一種不一樣的感覺,但是自己會很克制不表現出來.即使有機 會在一起,在眾人當中,天秤跟誰都談笑自如、親切有加,惟獨對自己在意的那個人,遠遠的,只用余光感受他的存在.他的一個表情,一句話,都在天秤心裏引起 陣陣漣漪.這樣做的結果,往往是求近而得遠.但是沒有辦法,天秤就是這樣無法克服自己的本能.面對喜歡的人,會莫名地自卑\羞怯.其實天秤是很善於和異性 相處的,從小到大,也不缺乏哥們似的朋友.但是,對自己喜歡的那個人,她做不到那樣灑脫.哪怕只是主動地打個招呼,也會緊張對方會不會看透自己的心思.天 秤期待愛,但又恐懼愛的力量會將自己拖入萬劫不復的深淵.

即使兩個人最終相愛了,天秤依然表現得冷靜有餘,熱情不足.她會在任何時刻 想到你,天氣的變化,隨便遇到的什麼人或者事,念頭一閃就轉到你的身上去.她會在夜晚想著你的好或者不好,高興或者難過地默默流淚.她會設身處地為你想很 多很多,甚至想得太週到連你自己都想不到的週到.她會為你的某個失誤找各種各樣的藉口,在質問你之前已經原諒了你,但是還是要你一個解釋,一個簡單的合理 或者不合理的解釋就輕易能讓她釋懷.她會為要不要給你打電話或者發短信猶豫很久,生怕打擾到你或者令你不方便不耐煩.她會想像出無數個美好的相處場景,沉 浸其中不能自拔.

但這一切,她不會讓你知道.天秤並不缺少愛的能量,但缺少愛的勇氣.或者說,如果有什麼是天秤不能為你做的事情的 話,那就是放棄自尊.自尊是天秤的最後一塊堡壘,生死共存.天秤看上去開朗,其實細膩而心重.她一生都在期待真正懂她的感情的那個人.你來了,她有多麼激 動;可是,她又不敢相信那個人真的就是你.她等得太久太苦,以至於都絕望了.所以當那個人出現的時候,她反而慌亂失措了.她不知道如何在一個熱烈的愛人與 優雅的女人之間做出選擇,你更喜歡哪一個呢?她不斷地問自己.一方面,她也在不斷地問自己:我這樣做會不會失去自我?他會喜歡這樣的我嗎?如果她不喜歡, 我怎麼樣做回自己?

這樣複雜而強烈的情緒,你不會真正體味得到.天秤掩飾得那麼好,只會對你微笑,即使流淚,也是靜靜的,不會哭喊發 作.如果有傷害,她會一個人反覆回味,直到在痛的重復體驗中失去痛的敏感,再原諒你,繼續.她不大會譴責,不大會推卸責任,她永遠把錯先攬在自己一邊.甚 至歸結為自己個性的缺陷.天秤在愛裏的自卑使她不得不這樣在黑暗裏愛著.她怕你知道她的"不好",她自以為是的不好.也怕你為她而難過\傷心,那樣還不如 她自己獨自忍受.也許傷到最後,天秤發現自己無力再承受了,她會安靜地走開.絕望與崩潰,也不會讓你看到,哪怕她痛苦到極點,你看到的,仍然是一個秤靜的 天秤;頂多,有些冷漠.那冷漠也未必是針對你,很可能,是針對愛的.

天秤知道,最輸不起的,就是感情.交付起來,是一點點, 一滴滴,直至淪陷;破碎時,卻是大廈傾頹,天昏地暗.她了解人性中的任何世俗與卑微的心理,她怕自己柔弱的愛情成為這些醜惡的獵物.—–這就是天 秤,即使受傷,她依然會把過錯歸於人性的弱點,而不會,真正地去恨.你看到她淡淡地來,淡淡地去了,卻不知道,她的心無聲地碎裂成了什麼樣子.

若不是天秤們愛上了愛情,或許,也就不用獨自承受那麼多。他們的愛情就像在上演的一部電影,他們就在這齣戲裏,眼看著它從開始到結束。落幕並不可怕,天秤們在乎的是他們成就了一部電影。

天秤們不喜歡落入俗套中的愛情。與天秤愛過的人,也許回頭來看,都不知道該怎樣去評價那個天秤。愛著的時候是淡淡的,離開的時候也是淡淡的,甚至,連分手的理由都不屑追問。假如一個天秤在你面前掉了一次淚,你決不會想到她在背後曾為你哭過無數回。

天秤的愛情有些自閉。他們喜歡糾纏在回憶裏,幻想裏,那些破碎不堪的畫面對他們來說就意味著完整。其實,做天秤的愛人真是輕鬆得很,你不用刻意去安排什麼浪漫的場合,你什麼都不用做。因為,天秤們都有一顆浪漫的心。只要心裏有愛,再平凡再普通的事也被他們美化了。

天秤們的內心真的是很溫柔。這種溫柔絕不是嬌柔做作的那種,而是有一顆明事理的心。天秤們懂得尊重別人,這並不是人云亦云,事實上,天秤沒有那麼多的好 奇心去在乎每個人的想法,對自己不在乎的人,又何必較真呢?這是天秤做人的道。而對於自己愛的人,他們的一言一行天秤會拿來奉做“聖經”。

天秤喜歡鑽牛角尖,沒錯。一旦他們愛上一個人,就很難再去相信自己的直覺。他們會抓住對方的一句話,一個舉動,然後暗地裏窮分析,直到得出自己最確信的 答案。當然,他們得出的結論也是相對客觀的,天秤們不會傻到蒙蔽自己。但,殊不知這天底下最難測的就是人心,而喜歡猜心的天秤們往往是被自己弄得筋疲力盡 的。

愛情是一個人的事。天秤們肯定對這句話大有感觸。愛上了,倒反而寂寞了,因為想把自己交給一個人去了解,可這個人懂嗎?值得 嗎?面對著眼前這個若即若離,神秘又淡然的天秤,誰又會想到他們的內心正起著暗涌。而相反的,愛上天秤的人會在某一天突然卻步了,想要放棄了。原因只有兩 點:一是感到缺乏安全感。摸不透天秤的想法,熱度也不夠,溫溫的。要知道這世上的俗人千千萬,也許他們在認識你的第一天就想著跟你上床,而天秤期待的愛情 是首先要建立在精神上的,美的,有幻想空間的。於是,分道揚鑣。二是感到天秤的愛是種負擔,因為天秤的愛裏容不下一粒沙。其實,天秤最喜歡的是和自己過不 去,但,人永遠無法超越的卻是自己。天秤的這個結老也打不開。

天秤們多有自虐傾向。他們天生就懂得“悲劇藝術”的魅力,他們的愛 情裏要是沒有一點悲劇色彩,就好象是不完美的。矛盾吧?!雖然,天秤們追求的是幸福美滿,但他們又喜歡作繭自縛。失戀的天秤,往往不會尋找什麼好的途徑來 忘卻,相反,他們會找出所有的情歌來聽,讓自己沉浸在其中無法自拔,直到自己都撐不下去為止。

也許,只有那種歷經坎坷,途徑九九八十一難最後才修得正果的愛情才是他們內心最最嚮往的。所以,要是沒有一點“分量”的感情,天秤們有時就會“分心”。

天秤們就是這樣的,愛到後來也不知道自己在愛什麼,冷暖自知。

new blog, new name!

Posted: 2010/04/15 in others
"聽著音樂享受チョコミント"

搬屋了~

Posted: 2010/04/10 in others
新blog暫名:"最愛Keiko"

嗯,是找得到的~ XDD

將某些blog文搬了過去,妄想劇場亦都放了上去了

Anime Boston 2010 is during Easter weekend again this year, so no work again on Friday~ (I’m too lazy to type in Chinese this time… hahaha)

Well, nobody’s here this year and what makes it even less exciting is that there’s no Kalafina… Right, after last year, I’m a total believer (what??) Anyway, I’m cutting everything short…

Day 1
I’ve decided to drive and park at my work place, then take the T to prudential. That went well, except I forgot my badge and had to go home and get it, lucky I wasn’t that far from home (yet). Anyway, I think I got there at around 11? Opening Ceremonies were almost over, at least I got there in time to see some of the guests. (Notably Nobuo Uematsu and MYM)

Before the Opening was over, that Reni Reni person had to "sing a song for us" so I thought I’d listen for a little… And OMG! She scares me, now I’m scarred for life! (lols) So I got up and left immediately, looking to see if the Doraemon panel is good. What I found was that there’s no one in there and the screen is on the introduction slide… Hm, I’m not going in there… lols (And they actually changed the showing time for Nanoha, so I didn’t get to see it T_T Kept thinking it was at 3:30 or something… *sigh*)

So then I walked around the dealer room looking for stuff to buy(?) since I couldn’t find my friend because the artist alley is so crowded and they don’t have a table this year. Actually, I don’t remember what happened, if I looked for my friend for a while first or if I walked to Trinity Church first and have lunch. Maybe I looked for a while, then go eat, then come back and found her finally at the dealer room…

I went to the Intro to OP and ED panel at noon too, not what I expected and I didn’t hear songs I wanted to hear… (Met a high school classmate before the panel, but he’s such a typical looking otaku guy, no offense, but I don’t really want to be seen talking to him? I think he works at my work place now too because I see him sometimes when I get off work…) I guess I should’ve went to the Meet MYM panel too… And there’s actually another MYM autographing on Friday… Just like Nanoha, they changed the schedule and I have no idea what happened… Anyway, we kind of just hang around and went to the artist alley, etc.

Then the VGO concert at 7. We went in like last because my friend’s friend was a staff member or something and we were to sit with the volunteers, but the guy disappeared, so we went in ourselves. VGO were awesome! (Well, they were great last year too, but with Kalafina? No doubt who’s more awesome…) Anyway, they have their whole assembly this year, so it was definitely better than I’ve last seen them. At the finale with the FF7 music, Uematsu-san came out too~ that was great~ XD

Last thing was the AMV contest, but I didn’t even wait for it to start because I was too tired. But then, I walked around until 11 or something before I left… lols… Kind of wanted to peek in that 18+ hentai panel… *hides*

Day 2
Wanted to help Bluey get Uematsu’s autograph, but couldn’t find any of the OSTs she wanted (or any OST at all because the Square Enix booth wasn’t open on the first day and it became VGO’s booth…) But I don’t think it’s possible to get his autograph even if I did find a cd because apparently people waited around since 8:30 or something even though they can’t line up yet.

Then the whole afternoon I was walking around nearby to find and get pictures of the places Kalafina had taken pictures at when they here last year… Right, the whole stalker thing… I know I’m a stalker already, thanks a lot! lols Then I actually went to eat at the McDonald’s in Chinatown… Yes, I walked all the way there…

Got back to the Hynes at around 3 so I can get into the Meet Nobuo Uematsu panel. They allow cameras. (…Curse Sony! At least they can include a little more of the panels in the DVD…) Then I remembered that I forgot to retake a few pictures outside, so I went out again. Coming back in, I think I finally find my friends again in the dealer room.

Walking around the dealer room, seeing lots of people at the Cure/MYM booth, wondering if it’s just she’s a lot more popular than Reni Reni in the booth next to her, then I saw the reason. The real person was right there! So the curiosity (and star chasing persona) in me got the better of me and I went over there. Looking at the stuff they were selling, snapping some pictures of the girl, etc. Then people were taking pictures with her, so I thought, she’s a singer, she might just get really big after a year or something, so why not? I actually got two pictures with her because my friend took the first one vertically and I wanted a horizontal one. haha..

Then, I thought, she’s quite cute, I should go to the autographing at night, so I bought her band, GaGaalinG’s album, "Royal Stranger". Quite nice if you like rock… lol… It actually came with two bromides, and I chose the one that looks cool. After the pictures, I actually went to her and said, "この写真、かっこいです。" XDDDD (This looks right, doesn’t it? I hope so, I don’t want to sound like an idiot… XD"

I don’t know what else I did… Then waited till 8 for the autographing, there was like less than 50 people there. Well, what can you do, we haven’t heard her yet. I actually wanted to line up again because there’s so little people, but alas, I didn’t do it. It’s already weird since I have no idea who she was or what kind of music she does… (Well, rock, obviously, from her outfits, but yea…) I didn’t say anything to her this time since I don’t know what to say anymore… She was cute and I had a hard time processing some things when she was right in front of me… That’s it~ Oh, and I shook her hand 3 times already… lols

And well, a little note was that I was wearing the green FJ Live Vol.5 tee the whole day… hahaha

Day 3
Last day, I still couldn’t find a CD for Uematsu to sign, I even went to Newbury Comics, but no luck. So yea, then I realized that MYM’s concert seating’s at the same time, so I gave up on Uematsu completely. (There’s also GL for Beginners panel at the same time too, but eh… I’m no beginner. lols!!) My friend got his autograph though and went to the concert late and I have no idea where she stood.

So I went early to line up for the concert, the staff person was throwing out free stuff in the line, but with my slow reaction, I got nothing… Ah well… Had a great time lining up… I didn’t sit down at all for the hour I was in line. The guy said there will be an extra autographing after the concert because MYM really wants to see us all. When it was about 15 minutes until the concert, the Reni (she’s opening for MYM) supporters were gathered up and were told that they’ll have to learn the dance and stuff, so they went inside.

Then it’s time for everybody to get in. I got in the first row, almost right in the middle too, purposely went to the left a little since I want to be at least a tiny bit low-key… (right… lol) The Reni people went in the front of the dividing thingys. I never know what they’re called. I think she sang 4 songs or something, then the last song, "Shining Star," those Reni people went up on stage and became backup dancers… lol? I didn’t move at all during her performance, probably made her sad, but I can’t move to her kind of music. (Well, if it was Yukarin, per say, I’d do it, but her? No~

Finally, MYM’s turn! She’s got a bunny with her… Anyway, like at other people’s concerts, first time here, no waving arms around… lols (Well, except Nana-chan, she’s the first.) At least I was moving to the beats and clapping at times. One of the songs she led the audience into jumping, the ground was shaking so much that I was afraid the floor would give. Anyway, I actually enjoyed MYM’s performance and of course being so close, I caught her eyes a little more than a few times. I think she would’ve been even happier if I moved more.

Then, after the concert, my friend said she went to line up for the Closing Ceremonies, I told her I was going to tell MYM that the concert was great. I kind of waited around and took pictures until the autographing line is short. When I got up to her, I said, "先のライブ、最高(でした)!" At least I wanted to say "でした" but apparently, my nervously crept up and I couldn’t tell her, and I actually wanted to ask for a hug, but was too shaky… hahaha… And I have the black progressive+ tour tee on this day… =P

The Closing, went to meet up with my friend, then she said she was hungry, there was still half an hour before the show starts, so I told her she probably has time, turns out not even 5 minutes after she left, we went in the room. Well, all good right, so I messaged her where I sat and thought she’d show up soon. I was a little worried since I didn’t see her at all even after the show, so I called her. Everyone was leaving, so I felt a little vibration from the seat next to me. Turns out she didn’t bring her phone… No wonder! Well, teach her to bring her phone with her now…

And! That’s the end of AnimeBoston 2010!

XDD 奈々歌list~

Posted: 2010/03/23 in others
無聊的我又走去sort奈々啲歌…result如下:

順位 名前
1 ETERNAL BLAZE
2 残光のガイア
3 Justice to Believe
4 SECRET AMBITION
5 真冬の観覧車
6 Heart-shaped chant
7 Level Hi!
8 恋してる…
9 Dancing in the velvet moon
10 POWER GATE
11 ジュリエット
12 宝物
13 White Lie
14 BE READY!
15 Trickster
16 Pray
17 Inside of mind
18 innocent starter
19 BRAVE PHOENIX
20 アオイイロ
20 SUPER GENERATION
22 You have a dream
23 chronicle of sky
24 Tears’ Night
25 Sing Forever
25 Crystal Letter
27 ピアス
28 大好きな君へ
29 Promise on Christmas
30 MASSIVE WONDERS
31 DISCOTHEQUE
32 Take a shot
33 砂漠の海
34 ミラクル☆フライト
35 あの日夢見た願い
36 MARIA&JOKER
37 76th Star
38 Nostalgia
38 JUMP!
40 Violetta
41 Orchestral Fantasia
42 FAKE ANGEL
43 星空と月と花火の下
44 Bring it on!
45 ひとつだけ誓えるなら
46 refrain
47 悦楽カメリア
48 PERFECT SMILE
49 SEVEN
50 ファーストカレンダー
51 ラストシーン
52 Heaven Knows
53
54 Mr.Bunny!
55 WILD EYES
56 沈黙の果実
57 Gimmick Game
58 「好き!」
59 パノラマ -Panorama-
60 Nocturne -revision-
61 It’s in the bag
61 Abilities
63 PRIMAL AFFECTION
64 Take a chance
65 想い
66 夢の続き
67 蒼き光の果て-ULTIMATE MODE-
68 ray of change
69 アノネ~まみむめ☆もがちょ~
70 少年
71 Brand New Tops
72 RUSH&DASH!
72 ヒメムラサキ
74 Heartbeat
75 おんなになあれ
76 リプレイマシン -custom-
77 ひまわり
78 二人のMemory
79 in a fix
79 through the night
81 The place of happiness
81 LOOKING ON THE MOON
83 LOVE&HISTORY
83 水中の青空
85 suddenly~巡り合えて~
86 still in the groove
87 New Sensation
88 そよ風に吹かれて...
88 Independent Love Song
90 Brilliant Star
91 Happy Dive
92 空時計
93 深愛
94 Astrogation
95 Trinity Cross
96 PROTECTION
97 Open Your Heart
97 cherish
97 HONEY FLOWER
100 それでも君を想い出すから -again-
100 Summer Sweet
102 COSMIC LOVE
103 Faith
104 TRANSMIGRATION
105 deep sea
105 オルゴールとピアノと -holy style-
107 フリースタイル
108 PRIDE OF GLORY
108 午前0時のBaby Doll
110 STAND
110 Love’s Wonderland
112 climb up
113 Dear to me
113 JET PARK
115 M・A・M・A
116 What cheer?
117 TRY AGAIN
117 Late Summer Tale
119 Love Trippin
120 NAKED FEELS
121 WINDOW OF HEART
122 NANA色のように ~special album version~
123 keep your hands in the air
124 supersonic girl
125 THEME OF MAGIC ATTRACTION
126 LOOK AWAY

日本之旅:day 6-8

Posted: 2010/02/02 in Travel
day 6 (Dec 31, 09)
 
朝早搬屋,由淺草搬去淺草橋
然後唔係好記得間嘢喺邊,所以我做咗先頭部隊去搵
行啱咗方向然後叫TS同Niki行過火燭嘅位置…前一晚真的有火災呢…orz
好快咁搬完啲嘢就搭JR走了…
 
之後去咗秋葉原meet Bluey同小夏
第一樣做嘅事就係上gamers睇DIAMOND x FEVER展
Nana真係好細粒~~~ XDDDD
之後去咗對面嘅康龍食拉麵…我覺得還是一蘭較好吃就是了
經過toranoana同animate就撇低人自己上animate…
買咗White Album嘅POWDER SNOW同(又一隻)everlasting songs(因為送兩張postcard
喺第二層到買咗Bardiche Assault Riot Blade…
帶咗眾人去mandarake…
我自己就買咗SH嘅Roman同Nana LIVE DIAMOND啲卡…
最後去gamers對面嘅K-Books等店舖…
搵到Yuki隻Fiction嘅第一版…外加小律隊員同澪嘅公仔 ww
期間同其他人分開行
Bluey去抽FF13嘅clear poster,不過好RP,抽唔到想要嘅
跟住佢搵其他人抽,個個都抽唔到佢想要嘅
我就喺呢個時候出現,佢就叫我都幫佢抽一個,結果抽到一個佢想要嘅,真好~ XDD
之後我哋就出發去池袋喇…
 
去到就其實重有一個鐘到就要同TS喺300上面約咗嘅人meet
不過幾個實在太想去Namja Town,所以留低TS一個自己等
去到就食餃子~ www
不過原來300嗰個人訂咗台,重要喺打工嘅分店度,如果唔去佢就會好無面 XD"
所以食咗3間餃子就要走…(沒了雪糕同甜品~
食完"飯"(大概都唔係太好意思食同埋當時重掛住啲餃子)就出發去Sunshine City倒數
話倒數其實我被夜景吸引咗,數到7先知數緊… XD"
我喺窗台度搵到支未開嘅可樂,好想囉咗佢~
倒數完就再影夜景同上天台,好凍但係好靚…
某個位我唔覺意影到好似progressive嘅嘢然後就掹咁想影返差唔多嘅…
 
返到Anne應該都成兩點…但係大家都好似4點幾先去瞓 XD"
重有就係大家都"咗"咗… wwwwwww
 
day 7 (Jan 1, 2010)
 
喺Anne度好似11點先check out… XD"
我好似8點定9點就起咗身,記得有免費早餐所以出咗去common room度食嘢
嗰兩個起咗身都無出嚟 www
囉咗隻烚蛋俾TS,然後佢出嚟,俾埋塊包佢…
 
又搬返啲嘢去淺草…
搬嘢途中見到Bluey同小夏,她們好像很趕,沒說再見… XD"
雷門好多人,我食咗早餐關係,無食到拉麵 www
 

去咗新宿然後經過啲神社無入去參拜(喂
經過新宿無敵家…行咗陣…
之後返咗去…
我想再出去,不過諗諗下都係唔出…又晏又係1號咁…
肚餓去咗搵嘢食…最後去咗M記 XD"
重行咗N間便利店搵Chocomint…
 
day 8 (Jan 2, 10)
 
呢日我自己去咗池袋…
(Niki病,TS又話租單車…)
K-Books買咗好多奈奈…
去咗食一蘭拉麵… XD
總之就亂行啦… XDDDDD

日本之旅:day 3-5

Posted: 2009/12/30 in Travel
day 3 (Dec 28, 09)
 
9:30(?…Bluey和小夏到我們這邊…
去咗明治神宮,大家都有買護身附(毆
之後行去原宿,就行了竹下通,然後去了KiddyLand www
睇咗好耐,Niki喺出面等 XD"
佢自己買飯團食……
之後行去渋谷搵desert王国.. XD(甜品buffet,又有飯同意粉食
食咗一堆碟本來想最後影相,點知嗰個waitress姐姐走嚟收哂..
行咗Tower Records同唔記得咩…
 
day 4 (Dec 29, 09)
 
大概10點去松屋食早餐,其他人好似食牛肉飯?我食咗咖哩飯…
之後出發去C77…
去到見到好~多人,好容易走散 XDD
跟住亂行,然後排唔之咩…途中我喺catalog搵南崎所以離隊了…
去咗隔離檔見到好可愛嘅Fate USB,無啦啦就買咗…
去到南崎檔就當然發現買哂啦(太遲去了
之後去搵Nana本同Bluey啲菌(噴
之後去企業區…我同Niki嘅重點基本上係有FJ/Kalafina份的動畫…….. XD"
見到nanoha movie 1st就走咗去排,買咗C77限定嘅…嘢…..??
之後去搵另外嗰兩個攤位,點知咩都俾人囉哂… orz
原本以為至少有FJ PV睇,點知等咗好耐連首歌都勉强聽唔到 orz
"有點"失望的離開tokyo big sight轉去台場…
 
台場,我同Bluey睇Toyota睇得好開心,然後覺得對其人不好意思…….佢哋悶死咗…
明治街道?(其實嗰度叫咩名?)有其他舖開咗,好似唔同咗…
買咗Keiko…名嘅電話繩…
小香港途中發現旅行團… XD 發現好像多了東西…
之後就回淺草了…
晚餐去咗吉野家,5個人叫咗5個一樣嘅嘢食 XD"
 
day 5 (Dec 30, 09)
 
時間好像不用再約…
去咗M記食早餐,5個人食咗5個豬柳蛋… XD
之後行咗雷門條街…
出發去吉祥寺…
TS同Niki一去到就去睇nodame…
我同Bluey小夏喺ABC Mart裡失散了 XD"
搵唔返,所以自己行了
買咗mio鼓棍,等等 XDD
去咗食mos burger…果然還是mos好~
之後4點meet返其他人就返新宿了
逛咗一陣,上donki的時候TS和Niki去咗食杯麵 www
重要係喺新宿歌舞妓町街頭食杯麵(我覺得好好笑 XDDDD
去咗書店同game店… 書店買咗megami
之後全部人都頂唔順所以就返去了
肚餓所以去便利店買飯團食…
第5日嘅總結就係大家都攰死咗(但係聽日重要去秋葉原…(汗

日本之旅:day 0-2

Posted: 2009/12/28 in Travel
day 0 (Dec 25, 09)
 
25號早上6點的飛機,我竟然5:30才起床,當然,趕不了那班機了
之後好彩唔係嗰個死嘢幫我,如果唔係結果可能係要第二日先到
嘛…總算撘到了由NYC飛去Narita的機…
中間也有擔心的,因為是standby的機位…
 
day1 (Dec 26, 09)
 
因為遲了到的關係,過完關換完錢小夏or Niki就會出來了,所以等了…
結果出來的是Niki,因為小夏不是在terminal 1 XD"
(佢好似遊魂咁遊出嚟(毆
 
照原定計劃(?)的去吃了Nana Special和逛新宿…XD"
很好,原來Bluey和小夏自己找到了,重食埋添(不過不懂叫Nana Special…XD
我同Niki就變last order了
食完就去咗新宿Tsutaya買Nana
跟住返hostel了 XD"
好似3點幾定4點幾先瞓,8點幾就要起身
 
day 2 (Dec 27, 09)
 
搞掂哂就去車站meet小夏Bluey,佢哋去咗mister donut度買嘢食,Niki都食,所以再去過 XD"
然後佢哋食,我冇食嘢… =w=(不吃donut的人
 
之後搭車出發去横浜,差啲搭錯車(?
去到之後逛咗去lawson因為小夏要搵動物餅 www
我買咗支檸檬茶同cheese嘅棒東東,Keiko話佢中意cheese味
我哋幫"WKH"合照 XDD
嗰個9yen嘅食物好似cheetos嗰類嘢…
 
11點就去搵blitz…我哋應該係第一批到?(汗
無人排對,唔知做乜喺嗰度等
其間有一架好可疑嘅黑van駛咗入去…
見到一個打扮得好好嘅背影,唔知係唔係其中一人呢?
 
11點半定12點開始有隊排…?唔記得…
時間過得好慢…小夏見到有人食crepe所以走咗去搵/買
Bluey之後都去咗買… XDDD
跟住等到兩點(?)見啲工作人員開始擺檔(喂
3點準時開買…
買咗一整套+,差唔多2萬yen… XD"
 
之後去Sogo食豬扒飯
4個人叫咗4個一樣嘅飯 wwww
好華麗 XDDD(我好懶,無影相,遲吓偷佢哋影嗰啲(毆
我食得最慢…XD"
食完差唔多夠鐘,所以回blitz了
 
5xx號…原本諗住要企得後過FJ4的時候的…
原來還好,因為女性専用エリア重有好多位,一攝到入會場就即刻霸位了 XDD
我站在Keiko和Wakana之間~
不過前面有個同我差唔多高嘅阻咗我望Wakana… XD"
(其實90%以上都是在看Keiko啦
 
企好之後就開始東張西望…望望下就發現Yuki喺二階~
之後有兩個女仔出現咗喺佢隔離,原來係Kaori同SH嘅Yuuki~
(其實我淨係見到Kaori,之後唔知邊個話大哥坐咗喺Yuki另一邊?
無幾耐就播光の旋律PV…好好笑~(喂
播完啲band member就出場…
之後就係由左邊出嚟嘅Wakana Keiko Hikaru了~~
一來就預告我會Lacrimosa的Lacrimosa(喂
唔逐首歌講,因為我都唔記得(毆
 
總之,我被Keiko指咗兩次(附加0.7秒的眼神接屬 XDDDDDD
差一點也被Wakana指中
有接屬到Hikaru的眼神
佢哋MC講嘅嘢我只聽得大概…不過要笑的位置還是有笑XD
究竟Keiko講咗啲乜??好可愛~~
one piece…. XDDDDDDDDD
lirica + うつくしさ很美…
有新曲Kyrie…很奇怪(?)的感覺
音楽很high~high到連最後一首其實係progressive都唔記得(毆
 
encore T顏色是Wakana白,Keiko黑,Hikaru紫
全部也被改裝了~
Hikaru的衣領被剪得很大,衫袖的中段位被剪掉了,跟住成日跌膊(喂
Keiko的就沒了右邊膊頭,左袖,左邊衫角綁住了
Wakana的衫袖被剪掉,膊頭位剪開綁住
很爛的形容,對不起… XD""
 
好想睇多次~~
Keiko,我好掛住妳呀~
她們臨走的時候很大聲不用咪的嗌多謝
Keiko好似想喊,搞到我都想喊…
 
嗯,夫妻二人很歡樂,Hikaru無只係傻笑…
band member介紹是Hikaru全包
每個都曬一曬wristband…今野無,結他手Yuki無… www
某一首歌violin solo嘅時候WK都望住今野 XD
 
相的東西後補…吧…(毆
 
我中毒咁深…有機會11年那個兌現了我也可能不會回港了…orz